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15.2.13

I've Got A Plan

I've got a plan, to make me happy, to make me feel like me again. To make me feel not so isolated and alone.
This year I will look into becoming a breastfeeding peer support.
This year I will join the WI.

And today.
Today I am buying a zoo season ticket for Charles and me.
The zoo was my place from September 2011 to September 2012. I felt at home there (in a non-jokey way) and felt safe there.
I felt happy.

I felt like my boys were safe. Safer than they would be if we went to the park.

I have butterflies. I feel so excited.
Not just due to going to the zoo and it being a lovely place.
Excited at Harry understanding a lot more than when he last went.

But excited at the happiness I am going to feel afterwards.